this blog is to blog about my progress. im again, seriosuly attempting to reach a healthy, normal, happy weigght for mself. yes, im diagnosed with b.e.d and anorexia, no i will not stop trying. if u see my pictures im fat. im big. im fucking huge . im 188 pounds at 5’7. at only 14. it fucking kills me everydau to live like this and this blog will be to blog about progress and be sorta thinspo blog to i guess. my main blog with most thinspo and personal shit is 178birds on wire. this is my mission.i want to get down to 130 lbs by my birthday, my first goal is 25- 30 lbs by the end of january.fast ik. but ive done it before i can do it again.